January 1st. Today I posted my first official picture of my baby bump. I also stayed up late because baby started kicking around midnight and I didn’t want to miss it. I am scared that I am doing this alone. I always imagined having a loving husband beside me while I was pregnant. I went through a period where I was so angry at the father of my child that I wanted to punch him in the face. Without him, however, the joy growing inside me would not exist. It is hard to stay angry with someone when they gave you the best gift a human can get.